Cold light
Bright white
Antiseptic shelves
Not a single sound:
the presence of someone around me,
but I’m not able to see any human being.
Everything is clean (I can smell it) and well ordered –
-How is it possible that I am so far away from what it’s usually known as “Reality”?
Cold light
Bright white
Antiseptic shelves
The air irritates my nose,
but I’m still breathing quite easily –
- the feeling of being helpless and alone is the only problem right now.
[I have to get rid of it, and it doesn’t mean I’ll solve it.]
Helpless
Alone
[have you ever noticed h o w these 2 words sound when they’re together?
The Perfect Couple, I may say.]
Cold light
Bright white
Antiseptic shelves
An hairless little child is moving toward me
he’s staring at me
Hairless and speechless,
he’s judging me
blaming me for -
- I don’t know what.
“I don’t feel guilty at all”:
the last thought, and then I disappear.


